Tuesday, April 22, 2008

Mama said knock you out

Despite another primary election between Senators Hillary Clinton and Barack Obama is occurring today, no one seems to be talking about it.





No "watching parties" are scheduled, no overwhelming excitement has mounted. I think it is because many people got tired and uninterested after the numerous other (Super) Tuesdays that passed and no clear winner seems to be emerging. Well...let me retract that. Actually, a clear winner does seem to be emerging. However, it is just taking too long and most people don't have the patience for politics. Being a graduate of Political Science and now relying on Youtube and Yahoo TV to provide me with some brief snippets of what is currently happening in the world (I don't have a t.v.), I really can't afford for my patience to run thin on this election. Besides being interested in the outcome and the process of this primary battle, it is simply one the most exciting "shows" to follow out of my options right now. Needless to repeat again, another primary is occurring today.


Last December, before heading out to Nigeria to bring the year to a close, I told a co-worker that I think Senator Barack Obama is the right man for the job...and I think he could win. This was before any primary had even taken place. She reminded me, a black woman, that this country is still very racist and that America is not ready to see a black man in office. I told her I believe this country is indeed ready for change but that his candidacy is just as much about us -- the people -- than it is about him -- the representative. Plain and simple: If we the people step up and vote and be activists for this cause, he will be sworn into the White House next January and we will have a new president.



We continued to discuss his chances but didn't come to an agreement. Fast forward to April, five months after that prediction, and everyone seems to be on the bandwagon now. African-Americans who originally didn't think he could win are supporting him in record numbers. Liberal white Americans are falling in line too. College students seem to be his bread and butter constituency. Yet, with all of this support, people's endurance are still starting to stagger. It seems like there is still some doubt of his chances of winning, suggesting that the longer the primary goes the more chance there is for Sen. Hillary Clinton to win the nomination. But I wonder and ask, did they genuinely believe that Sen. Obama could win in the first place?


As I told my co-worker 5 months ago, and others since then: every president Nigeria ever had was black. And every president Ghana, Zambia, and Ethiopia ever had were black too. Plus, Liberia has a woman president now and that's just in Africa. There have been other women presidents and prime ministers around the world before Senator Hillary Clinton arrived, if she were to win the presidency. The point I am making is that we shouldn't base a candidates likability on their race or gender. Although we have been trained and socialized to do so, I think we all know that innately that is a flawed argument and couldn't pass the test of time. Moreso, when that characteristic is stripped from a candidate's "presentation", what is left? If you believe in that "what", then that is the candidate you should endorse. I endorse Barack Obama because he is an ambitious change agent and willing to attempt to change this country...radically. I don't believe he will be about the same old politics that we have endured for so many years. I believe he is indeed someone who will fight to change America and change the world, from the ground up. Yet, I don't think he will be perfect at doing this job either, as he himself has said this, but I do think that he is the best person in position to do so in this election cycle. His understanding and connection to the youth, his common sense and common cause intelligence, his good writing and speaking abilities (I don't think this ability is as stellar as everyone wants to make it out to be), all contribute to his superior vision for this country that surpass any other candidate running. The fact that he is black comes secondary to why I would like to see him in the Oval Office...although it would be a nice thing and very much welcomed visual and cultural adjustment to our national landscape. However, as I read from an interview of the talented Q-Tip this past weekend, if Barack wins, "it's great, now everyone get to work and create more history."




So, this blog today is dedicated to the politics of this nation. If Barack wins this primary today he would effectively have beaten Hillary Clinton in the numbers game. If he doesn't win today then the primary will continue on and we won't know who gets the nomination until much later...although it is still likely to be Sen. Obama. But I want him to win today, deliver the knock out punch. No one expects it today, but that's what makes it even more exciting. He is trailing in most polls by 6 points, give or take 3 points for the margin of error. But I think he can do it though. I have the audacity of hope. I too am getting a little tired of this drawn out process. But I am even getting more tired of talking about politics by myself. A win for him today can attract everybody back on board and we can keep the train moving. So for those in Pennsylvania, those democrats who believe in this Senator from Illinois, do the rest of us a favor who are not voting today....and knock Hillary Clinton the f*ck out!!!!

Thursday, April 10, 2008

Tomorrow today

Okay, so it's been about a month since I wrote in this blog. Man, how time flies. It's been a busy month though. I made my NYC stage debut with a Hip-Hop musical called "Apple Turns to Cider".



It was a good play and good experience. Sometimes I wished I had a bigger role, but the story was what's important and the story is always bigger than me. So on that note, it was a good story and good production. Big up to everybody that made that happen. Let's see, oh, I also dug deeper into that acting class too. And it's a little deeper than I thought it was. Acting is such a way of life. You've got to be it. I wrote a little this month as well, but not as much as I wanted to. Time and energy would get small, as I was also practicing capoeira and my mandinga... jogo de dentro. Add business and work on top of all of this and I had a lot of things going on. Yet, I kept going on. I think it was a combination of wanting to challenge myself and allowing the universe to fully challenge me that gave me the strength, dare I say audacity, to keep on. It was rocky trying to meet all of these demands but I knew I wanted to meet them. So I tried. And I failed. And now it's April. So I'm trying again again.

Who knows what this month will bring? Who knows what any month will bring? All we can do live in the moments and pass each day with intention and purpose. The rest is up to the will of the greater creator. One thing I do know though, something that I have learned, is that the way forward is not behind you. Tomorrow looks more like you than yesterday does, yet yesterday is precious because you gave birth to it and are living with it now. But tomorrow? Tomorrow is your individual picture in the mosiac of all of life's image. Comparatively, that's small in the grand scheme of things, but it's yours all the same. The trick is that you can make whatever is yours as big or as small as you want it to be. It's all a matter of perspective, imagination, innovation.



I am going to stop writing here. Not because I feel like I made some point for readers to go away and think about, but rather because I just need to prepare for tomorrow (it's passed midnight and I have a full day's work waiting for me in a few hours). Either way, I didn't write as much as I wanted to last month and I just needed to get it back going again. I needed to get back in the groove with it, into the rhythm of all of my endeavors. I will try to post at least once a week now and stay on beat with that commitment. Until then, allow me to excuse myself here. Tomorrow is waiting for me....and I don't like to keep myself waiting.

Be well,

Chike